My body also has turned against me.... You'd think gastritis would be enough... but no... we must add ovarian cysts and moon cycles all at once!! Its just a bit aggrivating seeing as it's effecting me mentally and physically. Sometimes all I want to do is sleep... and other times, I just want like.... infinite hugs.
I'm also feeling like my aspirations in life are getting put on hold because of my indescisions and such. The time limits of what I wanted to accomplish have been thrown off and I'm not sure how they can be put back on track given my current circumstances. I had said that I would wait to get married till after I got done with school... which I would have been done with school by 2011 if I kept on track at the school I'm attending now. Unfortunately, I epically fail so I have to start over and have picked a major that will take me well over four years to complete. This throws off the wedding plans. And my family plans too =( Hopefully I'll be able to figure something out. I need a job too. Not that I lost the one I have, I'm just not getting any hours, benefits or decent pay. : / I'm thinking about looking into starbucks. I know from friends that its a nice place to work and you get pay and benefits. I like all those things.
Anyways... that's about the best of my life update at the moment. I'm missing my social life right now. I miss my friends terribly and I feel like I'm losing the few ones I have left. I need to do something... I don't know what. But something.